DO YOU WANT TO BE HAPPY, BUT YOU’RE NOT?

MY JOURNEY THROUGH THE FOG

I started my career in corporate America and eventually worked as an IT management professional in the insurance industry. I installed multi-million dollar computer systems, wore suits and heels, and hung out in boardrooms. I loved my team and was good at what I did. I did this for 15 years, but I felt completely uninspired.

I was married, and with two boys under the age of 5, I gave birth to identical twins. My twins were born 15 weeks premature. One of the twins—my 9-day-old daughter Amy—died in my arms. The grief of losing her was unbearable. I was spun into chaos and overwhelmed with the needs of her surviving sister Julia, her two older brothers, being a wife, running a household, and working full-time as the primary breadwinner in our household—nothing looked the same. I wasn’t the same.

A SPECIAL KIND OF INVITATION

A couple of years after Amy died, I realized her death was an invitation—an invitation for me to live my life. This meant I had to get rid of the blocks to feeling loved, valued, and respected. Blocks I didn’t even know I had.

Because of this experience, I realized the things I thought were true; weren’t, and didn’t even matter.

As I started to understand myself and my gifts better, I discovered energy work. I had no idea what energy work was or how powerful and transformative it could be. I began to learn everything I could. I became a Reiki Master, a practitioner of Unlimited Body, Unlimited Breath, Spiritual Response Therapy, Spiritual Restructuring, a teacher of Spring Forest Qigong, and a graduate of Quantum Quests School of Enlightenment.

My desire to see and understand Truth was fierce and unwavering.

The more I learned, the more grounded I became. I started making choices with my eyes wide open instead of reacting out of fear. I learned that spiritual awakening and psychological unpacking are not separate things.

Growing up, I was the youngest of five in a dysfunctional family. My father was deeply wounded and most often expressed himself through rage. We walked on eggshells to avoid making Dad angry, but it didn’t work because he was always angry – it didn’t take much for him to explode. We focused on making it through the day, and no one really knew how to be present in their lives or how to live open-heartedly.

Through the process of doing my work, I learned how to love, value, and respect myself, and as a reflection of my growth, I removed myself from an unhappy marriage. Before that, I didn’t realize that I deserved to be treated any better. Today, I’m happily remarried and our relationship is a direct reflection of loving myself. It’s the first time I’ve ever experienced a close relationship where I haven’t lost myself and it’s absolutely amazing.

Energy work moved me through my childhood experiences, my daughter dying, and a divorce. It profoundly helped me heal and transform.

ONCE I FOUND THIS WORK, I KNEW I WAS HOME AND I COULDN’T GET ENOUGH

In doing my work, I experienced the ultimate freedom. Freedom from fears, feelings of abandonment and rejection, loneliness, anger, pain, and struggle. As these feelings subsided, in came feelings of connection, love, and even joy. My intuition heightened, along with my ability to help others to clear issues and emotional charges.

Call this work whatever you want—some people call it woo-woo—I call it practical. I help people who are stuck in their life or in destructive habits, grieving, dealing with abuse, feelings of sadness, stress, abandonment, loneliness, or just plain misery—to make the necessary changes in their life so that they can have a new experience.

Accepting reality with open arms and making choices out of awareness is the foundation of this work. But knowing better doesn’t always mean doing better. I help my clients drop their blocks to living a healthy, vibrant life. Sometimes the blocks fall away in layers and sometimes they’re released all at once. Once they fall away, clients feel lighter and make better life choices.

As a result of doing this work, all of my relationships are richer. I’m happier, I get to do work I love, I have great relationships with my children, and I no longer tolerate others mistreating me—ever. This is why I’m a raving fan of this work and excited to share it with you.

I don’t think, “I’ve arrived” or that I have everything figured out. Life still kicks my butt from time to time, but now I live in the emptiness—which is just another way to say: I live in Love. I look normal on the outside; I still experience charged emotions from time to time, for example, I may get angry but I can’t stay mad for very long. Living in the emptiness, I just don’t have the same operating system anymore.  I’ve been able to rewrite the code.

I take my clients into the emptiness too—that’s why just hanging out with me can (and does) create major mental, emotional, and physical shifts even if they don’t notice it happening.

Energy work gave me my life back, and for that, I’m forever grateful.

I want to do the same thing for you.